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Name: Amy
Location: Singapore
Birthday: 5/23/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Shopping, sports, dancing, reading
Expertise: All about beauty.
Occupation: Teacher
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8/15/2006
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| Thank you readers for supporting me all these years!! Please follow me at my newly created blog http://amy-wee.blogspot.com.
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| Trick 'r Treat? 
To double up the scares for the Halloween Night, we decided to explore the special horror highlights held in Universal Studio Sentosa.  
It was hilarious to gaze at people who were being scared or chased by the zombies/ demons all over the land.  There was one of the attraction which has successfully made us screamed at the top of our voice. Pestilence, one of the haunted house which was filled with many skin peeling dead demons, victims, popping out from nowhere! Apparently, there were too many crowds, therefore, many people got away from the scare zones too.   
Have you watch "The Walking Dead"? Similarly, we saw many 'dead' zombies walking around aimlessly. Beware of them as they will just appear beside you when you are in a state of unawareness.  
Nevertheless, the zombies were 'nice' and they were willing to camwhore with us. lolx They look scarily disgusting though...     
We found a smashed truck... very nicely done up!   They were trying to make the whole place look eerie. Green smoky walkway and sharp glowing light were seen everywhere. There was also a old rundown car nearby and I thought there could be someone/something hiding inside...  
This is our first right, the Accelerator, a substitution of tea cup ride. 
Next was the Revenge of Mummy . That was a fun and thrilling ride. At least, it managed to make my heart race. During the long wait, we started snapping away on our phones to kill the time. 
   
And of course, not to forget to take photos with the century-old Mummy! I think we can easily make the costume out of toilet paper and old ragged clothes, cheapest DIY costume you can ever think of.  
Finally, we came into a club where we were invited to dance with the dead. The music was nice and groovy and people were drinking and dancing away.    
And lastly, after all the fun we had, we settled at a pizza place while indulging on a nice Hawaiian pizza.  
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| Yes, I am back.  It's all because of a friend who mentioned to me about blogging which spur me to re-logging into Xanga and start updating my blog again. I am so glad that xanga didn't kick me out totally.  It has been a year, time flies and my life has also turns out to be more interesting and complicated. I will share more about it as time goes by. I just got back from a short getaway from Genting and I could say it is one of my most enjoyable trip ever. I could sense job and stress-free throughout the journey and I knew I was having a great time there! My friends have also been a great company and there were lots of inside jokes along the way. As for mum, she will be undergoing an operation tomorrow and I hope to give her all the best of luck. She is currently feeling a sense of fear and nervousness and I really hope I could take that away. God will stand by her and she will be fine. I'm sure. Signing off. xoxo Amy | | |
| Hi .. I am back again. Well I guess, antiger xanga will be the only source to pour out my sorrows and sadness. So whenever I am back here again, you should know I am either heart broken or feeling damn damn damn extremely sad. Well, after so many years, I have learnt to control my feelings and become stronger. But, there are times I am feeling helpless and down and really want to find someone to talk to. However, due to so many ups and downs, whenever anything happens, I will always keep it to myself. As a result, I do not know how to approach anyone for help or pour my feeling out to.
This is my only way to let out my feelings without getting any criticism, a shot at the back, or negative remarks.
In 5 days time, I am going to select my house. My future house. I thought I have made the right decision, I thought my feeling is right, but whenever I have put so much faith in the person I love most, something will always happen. This man has been giving me both happiness and sadness. I know in a r/s, couples quarrels. But this time round, I felt different. I felt that this man is not going to give me happiness in the future after an incident happened few minutes ago.
Yes, I gone through thousands of thoughts, thousands, and I realise what matter most in a r/s is that both parties should understand one another and I suddenly realize he has not been understanding me. When I need him most, without having the thought of staying by my side, spending time with me, showing me his concern as I really need him, he chose to meet his friends.
After a long, tiring day at work, I am always looking forward to see him, spend time with him even if we are only watching tv. Today, I am mentally and physically exhausted after work, I need him most. He told me he will bring me for dinner however, with the company of his friends. I was very upset. Firstly, I want to spend a quiet time with him, I need his comfort however with his friends around, he will only focus on drinking, smoking and engaging with his friends and totally forgotten about me. Usually, when he wants to meet his friends, I will always encourage him to do so. I want him to maintain his circle of friends and I do understand friends are important to him.
Just happen today, I need him. I asked him if he could call off the meeting with his friends. He did it unwillingly and even showed me a very unhappy look. I was extremely sad and disappointed.
Back home, he kept finding excuses to cover himself. He kept saying he wasn't in the wrong. Seriously speaking, this is not about who is wrong or right. It is all about whether he will be there for me when I need him. While I am lying on the bed quietly, he sat right next to me and ask me in a very crude manner what do I want from him since he did not go out with his friends. After hearing this, I felt like telling him to get out of my life because he was totally insensitive.
I told him that I do not need him anymore. I told him he can meet his friends whenever he wants and I will never make any request in future. What is the point of accompany me when your motive is to spike and hurt me deeper. He left to meet his friends in the end.
Hai.
Well, after pouring out my feelings, I felt much better and calmer than before. My future lies in my own hands, I will make the wisest decision and will never let my parent down.
Here I am signing off. Good night. | | |
| I have stopped blogging for a long time, maybe I have lost the interest in blogging. Just happen that I am feeling very down, I thought of expressing myself here.
I just did something foolish. Something which I feel that I have the right to say and have the right to do, not because I am asking for anything in return but I have been thinking of this for a long time and it has been troubling me and stressing me.
It’s been 4 years, the time we spent together is definitely uncountable and memorable and I could say I wouldn't want to let go, not a bit. After he has proposed to me, every perceptive of mine changed. I started to think a lot and felt troubled whenever there are quarrels and whenever I feel insecure.
I am really not a good talker when comes to expressing my thoughts that is why I am always at the losing end. I wanted to tell him badly to be more sensitive of me, take care of me and assure me as much as possible. I do not want to have a bad marriage and neither have I wanted to give him a bad marriage. I need to make things clear and I want him to know my concerns. I am not expecting him to change to a perfect guy but I need him to be more sensitive.
Whenever I am feeling insecure and troubled, whenever i need him badly, I need his comfort, I don't see any. He is very strong in his way of dealing things; he feels I should accept it and stop being unreasonable.
I am not, I need him and that's all I am asking for. I need an assurance.
As a result, I told him since we are not compatible, we should not waste each other’s time.
I am extremely upset, all these years, I have sacrifices, change, gone through so much things with him. Be it happy or sad, I still look at things in a positive ways.
However, marriage is something that I feel 2 persons must be happy.
I know I can make him happy, I can be his 24/7 wife beside him, take care of his well-being and make sure he is happy and contented. But I cannot assure him that I will have bad moods, mood swings which is why I need him, I need him to be sensitive towards me, take care of me and make me feel happy.
I love him, I want him, I need him, but he can't prove to me that he will support me whenever I fall or will stand by me whatever happens to me.
I am ready to settle down, to be his wife, but he can't assure me that he can change to be more sensitive towards me. I am only asking for his understanding. For I feel I am personally a super sensitive person, I can't take it when a guy is harsh to me. I can't take it if he is nasty and crude towards me when I need him most.
I am sorry Jentson. I really hope to hear the best answer from you. But you didn't. I can't force you to.
I need a break. I need some time to get this over. I hate this, I love him, yet I have to go. It's not pleasant at all, and it has never come across my mind.
I am sorry, I have explained to you and I have tried all ways and means to get you to know my concerns.
Please forgive.
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